I guess its a win-win situation at the end of the day.
Painting pictures is so much more fun, if only i was better at it... i always get too impatient and make it simpler that i first pictured or not a detailed. Just worse in general really but at least i know where i am going wrong even if i cannot be bothered to do anything about it. Its all about effort i guess and how much i am committed to things. That's another reason why i can't be a writer, i get distracted or change my ideas too often.
Stupid short attention span... i blame TV.